I’ve felt a strange ripple in my timeline
Like something has went completely wrong
And this something only myself had felt
I am ashamed to admit what happened
Bitterness here I promise is not held
nor is that green eyed monster that we know
But I would not be true to myself if
I stated I didn’t feel anything
Its the first thing I’ve felt since I let go
of my very first sense of love and pain
The ripple in time I think is an error
Yet my soul is content with the outcome
Of you in love with an alternate me
I have been studying to express my thoughts
With clarity how I feel about this
I still don’t hold the words my heart won’t say
But somewhere in another universe
We are together how it should have been
But where I have to live in this wrong time
She keeps up with a name that’s not only mine
-CDSJ
