Sometimes I truly wish I never met you
These dreams are getting insane
The thought of you is really clogging my brain
Tried to cast you off
For all the times you blew me off
Why you stroll in my life With
no intentions of being my wife
Does that scare you shawty? Speaking the future?
You keep dodging my calls
Rather me than a loser
They don’t know you like I do
Things you told me, like I knew
Our Timing off but what if it finally align?
Do you care for me as much as you say
Or are you constantly lying?
You asked me if I loved you
Why tf you think I keep coming
Waiting, for the time of day we both promised to save
From that day you walked in
I knew we’d be more than friends
Now it’s like there’s not a sense of love
Fuck, I thought you felt something
Got me feeling like a bum cause you left me with nothing
But these feelings to feel alone
Worst kinda love is when it’s wrong
I can’t blame you though I was stupid
School was my biggest excuse
The first Nigga to buy you flowers
I’m just telling the truth
You acting kinda shady, no destiny’s child
Ain’t no stage to air this shit out cause you been Wild N’ Out
Now I can spoil you, make you a flower bed
I made you a crown of blue roses so you can wear on your head
that time we took naps together
Wanted to give you the world
Holding you hot in my arms
That day I made you my pearl
Feared them days you’d turn blue
That you’d change this is true
Went through that shit before
With some whore, excuse my language some girl
But those were my insecurities jumping
Out the page like a marvel comic
You had plans then I came stomping
Pickup worse than an Uber coming
Why tf I ain’t never even kissed you.
That thought be making me sick
Cause now I’m across the world
I be feeling like dropping this shit
But we both know that’s not happening
Grinding is what made me attract you
Can’t move up out of my lane
My red carpet date might be lame
If it’s not a Pearl on my arm
My multimedia charm
That cutie hot with a mic
Probably seeing a whole different type
And you know I'm true to this shit
Smacking niggas for you like Will Smith.
Truth is ain’t no other nigga like me
A walking check like I’m Nike
Midas is out here to get it
Damn how how much time I been spitting
At you
The time moving
Will it ever be right?
Cause in these dreams we live a whole different life
It’s so short I’m tryna bill you my heart
Before the world is over
It’s already tore me apart
I’m done with giving attention
Better come and take advantage
Don’t tell me “you’ll think about it”
Like I’m not a nigga worth grabbing
Like I won’t treat you better than all these fools
That won’t love you like I do
All these women coming to me
Plus I got a lotta shit to lose
The one I want giving me them blues
Leading me on with thoughts of loving me too
Can’t get star struck like I got nothing to lose.
You Kim and I’m cube.
Fuck.
She asked me “if I loved her”
I’m like wtf you think I keep calling for.
